muddled cerebrations
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yesterday was tough. the low was overbearing and really put me in low spirits. however, i talked to ba about it and she really helped me deal with it, which was nice. i suppose it's nice to get feedback sometimes in helping in the process of just sloughing something off one's back. i'm not at the point yet in which i can just let go of something bad without aid yet. and, well, i can deal with that. there's nothing saying that i've grown into a wise wizard of a buddhist master giving me all the patience in the world and the ability to cast something off immediately after taking it in since i'm just that good. right. okay. rationalizing worries me though. hm. well, the day today wasn't too bad. went to bed at close to 3 last night and work up at 10:30 or so this morning to the pup squeaking around. ba apparently had been awake earlier and had done all the maternal duties, which i selfishly had allowed her to do as i was asleep. then i went to class which was okay. it was soporific though which doesn't bode well on how the rest of the semester will be. the lighting was just way too dim. hopefully i can deal though because i do know that my previous class there was not my best. not my worst either, but a needless struggle due to the soporific powers of that room. otherwise, had lunch afterwards with cvw, ba, and ca. that was nice. i don't know how i didn't realize, but cvw can totally keep a chat going. i mean, i can listen well, but, when it comes to speech i just sort of blah things out. anyways, it was nice. i never really talked to cvw very much before unless it was when he was high, which, of course, was always fun. and, well, that was it so far. now i've got to tackle the work that i neglected to do yesterday. hoorah hooray. of course.
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